update bitches

so quickly i got two new videos for y'all

first off is average homeboy. by now i hope you all know who this guy is. man is he crazy. search on you tube 'average homboy' and you can now find his second video called blazin hazen http://youtube.com/watch?v=8-eaMq4LNfw&search=average%20homeboy

the second video is he-man singing a song by four non blondes. it starts slow but you have to watch the whole thing. http://youtube.com/watch?v=U8FlwrifZ2o&search=he-man%20four%20non%20blondes i have to credit drew once again for this video. the people did it frame by frame to make the mouths match, haha awesome work.

k now for the update. the past couple weeks have been really chill. just school, kinda hung out, played some vids. the discovery of the moment is circuit circus on kingsway. not only is it a 24 hour arcade where i can blow you all away in dance dance revolution, but its got 24 hour interent cafe which means on those boring nights i can blow you all away in counter strike. and patrick, always hold my wallet to save me from the monster known as stacker......assbitch game.

last weekend was the first long weekend i have had off in a long time. i went to golden ears and went camping. i had a good time. not enough beer but thats ok, lol. the rain didnt damper our spirits too much and it ended up being fun. i would do it again for sure.

im tryin to get all the hockey in that i can right now cause for those who dont know i am goin in for surgery on july 10. nothing major, my tailbone is just messed a little. one day thing, in and out of the hospital in like 10 hours, but i will not be able to run or anything for 4-6 weeks, which is awesome cause its playoff time for hockey. yay! so yeah, as if i am not a fat lazy bastard already, i will be worse come that time. my working out will me lifting the fork to my mouth to eat as i lay like jabba the hut in pain. sweet. now all i need is a leia......

thats it for me. im gonna try and go back to once a week. gets farther between and less descriptive, but i hear the average person has a very short attention span so i try to make it quick for all you average homeboys out there.

sooner rather than later, im out. late.

the zombie creator: xbox360 - video of the week

seems as though when microsoft created xbox 360 they not only created a monster gaming system with unreal graphics and gameplay, but they also created a machine that can turn people into zombies, and addicts. last week some peeps i konw, not naming names, lol, rented this system from rogers. the whole story behind renting it as a story on its own, long story short, wanted to rent one, tings didnt work out, drove around to different rogers, didnt work out, fight with employee, leave empty handed. anyway, these guys ended up renting the system, but it had only two controllers, so they went to best buy, bought two and will return them for a refund upon returnal of the system. before i go any further, i must commend all people involved, you 4 know who you are, for your drive and determination in getting what you want. had a goal, set it and went for it, and that is comendable. so when all of this was done, the system was obtained with four controllers. then a renting spree occured and five games were rented, although one was free. now, i like video games as much as the next guy, but not a conversation went by without some mention of xbox. some people stayed up til 6am playin the thing. the five days it was rented for everything revolved around xbox. to be honest, i am sick of hearing it, lol, so i am gonna stop talking about it. let me leave you with this. the past couple of days have been some of the nicest we have had in a while. on a beautiful day do you wanna be inside playin games or enjoyin the weather? to each their own.

on another front, i wanna thank my buddy drew for helping me get through some boring classes by showing me some hilarious videos. to honour him and his nack for finding the funny, i am going to start adding a link everytime i post for a funny video to watch. some of you will have seen them already, some not, but regardless they are funny and funny is always good. todays video is of a good ol grape smash. watch the reporter try and cheat at the end and smash a bit more grapes. lesson: karma is a bitch. try and cheat and you will pay the ocnsequences. i thnk she really is hurt........http://youtube.com/watch?v=qal2FU4QJIw&search=grape%20smash

sooner rather than later im out, late.

happy birthday(s).....

sup y'all. i wanna send out a huge happy bday to Mike, Jon and Jen. All turned, or are shortly turning, 22. welcome to the club bitches. To celebrate, we all went out on Saturday night. To get it started, yaz and i gave jon a surprise present by joining him in the penalty box. we had a lil party in there on the way to a 4-2 dill pickles win to close out exhibition. our team looks really good right now, solid up and down. so after hockey we headed down to alibi room to start drinking. but not until jon and i waited for peter in his driveway for 20 mins to do his hair. but he made up for it by buying us some drinks at the lounge. not to mention all the good food jon and i got to look at through the window in his kitchen.
anyway after him i got miyuki and yaz and we headed down. we got their kinda late, after 12 for sure, and had like 45 mins to drink which is sometimes good cause then you just give'r. i still haven't decided whether or not i like that place. the music was ok but the ppl dancing were brutal. not like i am any good, but i wish jess was there cause she would have had some really funny things to say, she usually does, but even more so when ppl cant dance, haha. it looked like a dance scene out of an 80s movie, like scarface when they are in the disco or whatever the hell it is. anyway, we left alibi room and headed for laras house. we hung out there, drank, watched some funny vids like average homeboy, and played some taboo. ok, so at playland, take the second past out of the word, and use it for another word. huh? yep, you guessed it, the word was screwdriver. ok, how bout this gem: you lay this down before having sex, you can buy it at the bay, it is woven. yep, a towel, something we all lay down before having sex so we dont get our sheets wet. haha awesome times. anyway got home just after 5 or so, overall it was a good saturday.
sunday was good too. got up, layed in bed, did a bit of hw, did laundry and then played roller hockey. Lougheed won again, 6-1. good way to start the season. yours truly is pure magic. i got 3 assists, but funny enough was on the bench for all the goals that i got assists on. i guess hitting on the scorekeeper before a game actually gets you somewhere. rice, i am doing your 15 well my friend.
this week is busy for me, got a midterm due wednesday and then another due saturday so im kinda stressin a lil but always am at this time. anyway, thats it for now, as it is 930 on a monday morning my brain is kinda dead, surprised i even got this much out.
sooner rather than late, im out. late.

past week...

so this past week has been good, not much to report to be honest. the players club started and i am in second after event 1. manny came in and did a sweep and run, freakin pocket 4's. check out the latest at http://the-players-club.blogspot.com.
also, my bro dan fu started his blog, copying me and hilmi like always, haha jk fufu. http://danielfu.blogspot.com so check it out if you have time. leave some comments for both these guys, i know i like getting comments even though i never do, its always good to hear from other ppl about how shitty your blog is.
went to all you can eat last night. i must say jon is a seasoned vet when it comes to that place. taking the salmon out of the sushi so he could have it alone. when i asked why he responded with "rice just takes up room" or something like that. haha i thought it was hilarious. if you ever go and need to hide some stuff you didnt finish, jon is your man, he knows all the good places.
nhl playoffs have been awesome so far. my picks so far are ok, i will run them down quickly:
edmonton in 7 over detroit
dallas in 7 over colorado
calgary in 6 over anaheim
san jose in 6 over nashville.
ottawa in 6 over tbay
montreal in 5 over carolina
new jersey in 6 over rangers
buffalo in 5 over philly
congrats needs to go out to manny and rahim for completing the sun run in just over an hour. well done boys. i didnt go because i didnt want those guys to hold me back. i would have to stop every kilometre and wait. yeah right, i would have had to walk the last 9.5 k after running half of one haha, too bad it wasnt on ice skates, then i would have made it.
so thats all for now, think i am gonna go see a movie tonight or something, tired so dont wanna do much, but still dont like to sit around so we will see.
sooner rather than later, im out. late.

It Is Official....

It is official....

that people seem to feel the same way as I do. I have received many responses to my previous blog from people who are in the same mood as me. Funny how instead of talking we all seem to shut it in until someone speaks up first. Well to all who responded: you can always count on me. And to those who didn't: you can always count on me.
It is official....

Canucks are out of the playoffs. Does it really bother me? No. I mean I am heartbroken, but at the same time understand a step backwards is necessary to take a leap forward. Next year is our year. Also official: the Burnaby Express are champions of the BCHL. Congratulations goes out to the organization, especially to my friend Bob Lambie who has been with the ownership group from the beginning and never gave up. Good luck with the Doyle.
It is official....

Laguna Beach is a fun show to watch. I know I might sound like a loser or whatever but it was on TV and I watched it for like 4 hours. Reminded me of graduating high school minus the beaches, surfing, sun, nice cars, big ass houses, lots of hot blonde chicks, hummer limo's, and it goes on. Still though, don't mind the show that much. And finally:
It is official...

well what it is a can't say. But I can say that the reason I was feeling so down, and still am, well it is official. Some of you know the reason, and some don't. To those who do not, understand that it is something I can't write here at this moment, but in the near future I will. If you wanna know you can ask me, but as of right now it is not for everyone to see.

Thanks again for takin the time to read my stuff, im tryin to update once a week or so.
Sooner rather than later, im out. Late.

How you doin?

As some of you know, and most don't, I have been going through a mountain of hard times recently. I honestly think that this right now is probably the low point of my life thus far. I am tryin to occupy myself with as many things as possible to clear my head but came to the realization that all that does is push things away temporarily, and when I am alone, my head goes nuts. It is hard to sleep at night cause I think so much. Its a double hurt cause I am so worn out from goin all day long, and then can't sleep. Anyway, I figure the best thing to do is write things down, that way I get it off my chest. I was at work today and it wasn't busy, so I sat down and decided to write down what came to my head, and here it is:

How you doin? A question asked so much in society these days that the answer has become mundane and repetitive. We ask this question out of courtesy. The reply is always the same. "Good thanks, how about you?" Or something to that extent. Nobody responds genuinely anymore. If someone said to you "I am doing shitty" would you really care? I mean sure, you would ask what is wrong, listen, maybe offer advice and try to help, but again, would you care? Would you be really interested or just thinking about how to end this conversation, that the person is just lookin for attention. For this reason, we all wear masks. No matter how we truly feel, when asked we put on our masks and say "fine, thanks." Is it that we do not want to discuss our issues? Because we all need to talk and openly share how we truly feel. Or could it be that we know the person will not care so we do not even bother? Could the reason be to personal? I believe that the question of how we are doing is asked so much in society today that without even thinking we give the generic response. It takes a lot to come out and say something, I understand and know all about that, but if the opening is given to us why do we choose to close the door? I have always been one to wear a mask. Always there to help others and listen. Try and be the rock when others need to lean. Whenever it came to me, no matter the truth, I gave the generic answer. The past couple of days have been hard on me. Many of my close friends do not know what the issue is because I chose to mask it. Sometimes people, like me, need to talk. Luckily I do have many people in my life I can turn to, some of whom know how shitty I really am right now. How you doin is not some pick-up line by Joey, or random question, it is a genuine question that has somehow along the way lost its true meaning. I wish people actually meant it when they asked. Now that it is me who needs to be asked I understand anyone who has ever needed to be asked and cared about. I know why people put on their mask to avoid the dumb response. To whoever reads this, just know when I ask, I mean it, and I hope the same goes for you. So how am I doing? Just don't judge by the mask I have on. Im out.

sorry that was so long but I needed to get it off my chest. Anyway, im headed to hockey. Sooner rather than later, im done. Late.

random hero's thoughts....

sittin in class, its 930 in the morning and i am bored as hell. i already know photoshop, wish i didnt have to learn more about it. its been awhile since i updated this but i will be doin it alot more now that i have time.
im listening to some random music right now, coalmine( by Armchair Cynics) is my current favourite song, with save me (the one by Shinedown) a close second.
anyone ever watch that Yan guy on the cooking channel, you know "its so beautiful" in that chinese accent. rice you know what i mean. haha anyway my teacher talks like him, lol. kinda entertaining but also annoying. like a bad car wreck, you know its bad to look but cant look away. speaking of.....
i was filling up gas the other day and some hick-ass dude was on the pay phone screaming at someone about something. all i heard was f-bombs. man this guy was pissed, you would think someone just castrated him, haha. so he is screaming and i cant stop looking cause it is so damn funny and entertaining. anyway he looks me right in the eyes and knows i am listening, haha man was this guy scary. so he looks at me right in the eye and is still screaming on the phone, but while looking at me, as if he is screaming at me. still, i cannot look away. anyway it lasted all of 10 seconds, but it seemed like forever. y'know when everything around is goin in slow mo? yeah that was it. anyway, i finish filling up gas and as soon as i close my gas door, the guy screams "fuck you" and slams the phone. my back was to him and i thought he was yelling at me. anyway, needless to say i jumped in my car and locked the doors, haha, and the guy got his hick-ass into some beat up hick-ass truck with his hick-ass buddy in the driver seat and they took off. jerry springer show haha, it was awesome.
k, now that i bored you all with random bullshit im out. quickly--
1- Canucks will finish 8th, go on the win the cup, check the history, 12 year cycle - 1970 join the league. 82- finals 94 - finals 06-???
2- www.the-players-club.blogspot.com hilmis new blog, not much as of yet but check it.
3- www.jenniferhicks.ca jenns website, shes a freakin awesome artist- check her stuff.

sooner rather than later, im out. late.